Hey ya'll. Sorry I havn't written in a while. I've been busy. Hey guess what! Lord willin' I'm going on World Changers this year! YAY! I just gotta keep prayin' that if it's the Lord's will that he would provide the money. God is good nomatter which way he takes me:) Today was Leslie's birth day! We all sang her happy birthday at choir. Wow! Elevate is soooo cool! That place is trippin'! Well, love ya'll!

Hey guys guess what. I had a very interesting day! For the second time I got thrown from a horse. The firt I don't count because I was riding bareback, jumping and the horse jumped to soon throwing me off balance. I was falling off so I just swung down off his neck and landed on my feet. No biggie. Then today, I was riding Jake. A 2 yr old. So he was doing GREAT! I mean better than before. So Then right as I was cantering around be the gate, (he was doing great) he just (and I swear he did this on purpose to test me because he would do it to his owner) Well, he just up and started bucking and rearing. Well, If you've ever seen a wild rodeo horse bucking and rearing well that's what Jake started to do. I was hanging on quite well until he twisted his head down, and all four feet came off the ground. He then proceded to buck as high as his rear end would go and I ( I really don't remember this, but Laloni who saw it told me) I went flying over his neck. I did a full somersault over his neck and landed on my butt. It was quite humiliating! I'm glad that only Laloni and Michelle saw it. Well, that was my day:) Luv yall!

Hi! I've missed you! I was starting to worry you'd never come back! We were doing so well together. Then you decided to leave me for something else. I was really sad. I hoped it was just a fluke, that you'd come running back saying "just kidding!" I waited for you. I was right were you left me. I was so excited when I heard your voice! My child, my friend, my love was returning! Please don't leave me again. It hurts to much when you leave. I can't wait to start the day with you! Well, I'll be watching while you sleep so have no fear my love. I love you! Be blessed my darling!
>Jesus.

man, one of my best friends took a tumble Mon. when her hores fell on her and broke her foot! Tack, I'm prayin' for you! Hope you get well soon! I had a TON of fun tonight! I'm so blessed that you put up with me! Luv ya bunches!

~wonders~(3)

Do you wonder..how many wonders I could write?
How did the rug get its name?
why is it called a blog?
Do you ever wonder why our toes are different sizes?
Or why we only have 2 ears? I mean, why not have ears surrounding your head?
Hm...:)

I know your tired, I feel your pain. It's hard waiting..waiting. But don't give up. Don't surrender. The end is worth the wait. I know your confused, I know your pressured. I was too. But hold on, I'll give you strength to endure. Just ask, and I'll be there. I know your future, I understand your doubts. Don't fret, don't worry, I will guide you. All you have to do is give me your hand. I love you to much to let you go astray. Be blessed my darling, I love you.
>Jesus

Hey everybody, don't forget to check out my archives. Just thought I'd let you know :)

Ooooo so much fun!

Wow! I had a ton of fun today! I FINALLY got to hang out with Leah today! We had hung out before, but never had enough time. Today we hung out for like 7 hours! Fist, we went to borders and ended up getting a book on leadership. Leah got a book on Martin Luther for school. Then we headed to Arby's for a "snack". It ended up being more like a late lunch. We sat in my van in some wierd side parking lot to eat listening to Tobey Mac. We were going to try to see Narnia, but we were late, so we ended up going to the mall. We sorta went crazy. We went to Belk's first (there was nothing there.) Then Leah and I went into the Christian book store beside Belk's and Leah ended up getting a purity ring!! It was so exciting! Next, we decided to try on prom dresses for fun. There wasn't really anything at JC Penny's, so we went to Dillard's. That is after we got lost looking for it:P At Dillard's, we found the most beautiful prom dresses! The one that I liked was simple yet elegant. Modest yet dressy. It was beautiful! Leah found a black dress with diamonds on it. She was sooo beautiful in it! She looked like a princess. Though she's beautiul even without it.
We didn't know what to do next, so we went to my house where we ended up doing the dishes for my mom while jammin' to Tobey Mac. It was a lot more fun than it sounds. Afterward we watched the Shakespear play "Much ado about nothing" on TV. We had soo much fun. Thank you so much Lord for today! And by the way: Monjure lOvE! For those out there scratching your heads, well, it's really complicated.

hmmmmm:)

You are like the sun. You give life to the lifeless..
You are like the rain. Your love cools heated fires of the soul.
You are like the wind. You breathe new life into the dying.
You are like the trees. You give shelter from the heat of life.
Yor are a rock. A foothold to those falling. Strong and unfailing, never changing.
You are like the ocean. Full of life, full of love.
Thankyou for everthing. For the air we breathe. For being our rock our true foundation. For your love.
For your healing rain. Thankyou for 2nd, 3rd,...and 100th chances to start again:) I love you Jusus. You rock!

WOW

WOW! I never thought that Chris Seymore could ever be an answere to my prayers! Well, he was today!
Okay, this is what happened: I went to work at Maggie Moo's (blughh:#) Anyway, I was at the mall working to day, and about I think 3pm, this really wierd guy came up to me. I was pretty much out of icecream because we apparently didn't get our order yesterday ;\ So this guy (who I swear is like in his 20s or late 20s) ask me when you know we were gonna get more. I say probably after 5 but I wouldn't be there. He was like when do you get off. I say 5. BIG BIG MISTAKE! This guy then starts hitting on me! He was like can I get your number and I said: Nope! He said why not I said (my exact words): Because I don't know you from adam. I don't give my number to strangers. He aske if I had email or IM. I said I don't have IM, but I have email, but I'm not giving that to you either. Well, I found out through our conversation that he goes to Forsyth Tech, Earlier before he "hit" on me we were talking and he asked me where I wanted to go. I of course said Forsyth Tech. Well, then after I wouldn't give him any of my info, he asked me what church I went to. I told him Calvary. He started asking a TON of questions about me and what I do at church. I answered them as simply as I could not to give out to much info. Well, this guy goes to calvary too. He helped out during the Christmas program. Then it hit me: I had seen the guy before! At church! How creepy. I remember that at churh right after one of the Christmas programs I was talking to my aunt and uncle and my aunt was talking to this lady she knew. Well, this guy who hit on me (by the way his name is David) at church knew this lady my aunt was talking to. Though my aunt didn't know him. So he was there. Well, me and Katherine were sorta goofing off and this David guy got in on it. He started chasing us (mostly me) around the lobby. I didn't like it. I mean seriously, this is a GROWN MAN! So when I wasn't looking he TACKLED ME! Right into the ground. He is a grown man!
That was so wierd! I really didn't like it. Well, back to today: This guy really really began to make me feel uncomfortable! And when a customer walked up he was like gotta go! And took off really fast. Then later he walked past the kiosk and stared at me the whole time. It was really creepy. So I was like praying asking God to protect me and show me what to do. Because the guy knew I was getting off at 5. I was actually considering asking mall security to walk me to my car. Then TADA! God answerd my prayer in the most unlooked for way.
Chris Seymore showed up! I told him what was going on and he said (because he was staying in the mall until 5)that he would walk me to my van. Then I gave him ride to his car. He was really cool to do that. So, there is my crazy story! God is sooo cool and good! God you totally rock!!

hubbabaloooo!

hubbabalooo! That is such a cool word! I know it's really random, but hey:)

Fire and Rain

cold, dark, rushing, tumbling, gasping,
gasping for breath, drowning, cold..
gasping, air!, a strong hand, a warm blanket,
a friend. Calm, silence, sun. ..

Gone! lost, confused, spinning.
Heat, burning, flames. Running,
running from the flames. Pain, shock.
Help me! smoke, heat, flames, darkness..
help..me..
Rain. cool, crisp. Light, beautiful light.
The flames, dim, the fire subsides.
Peace, precious peace. A face,
a smile. My friend.
I waited for you. I was wondering
when you'd call. he said.
The flames dissapear, the rain lightens.
Light, it shines all around. The peace,
it grows. I will always be there, he says,
just call. just call.

hurt

Lost..confused..sceaming,
screaming for anything but you.
I want you, but I'm tied down.
I want to be saved, I know you love
me, but..why? To many questions..
to many doubts...to many...
fears. Fear of what? Fear
of my own heart. Fear of hurting.
I know hurt...not of me but of you.
I love you to much, I don't want to
hurt you..again. Don't say that..
I know you love me..I know..
I know..I believe, but.. I
know you say, "if you love Me,
then obey me." I know you want me
back. I just..I don't want to hurt you
again. I just don't know...

Wow! This was a really cool night! Tonight I had youth it was really cool. Truett spoke. He spoke about starting fresh in the new year. This is what he taught on:

Stop those excuses!
T(okay, I admit, I missed this one)
Act on faith! We walk by faith not by site!
Renew your mind!
Trust! the only way you can act on faith is with trust! Trust Jesus and he will never lead you astray.

After youth, me, Leah, Chris, Jeremy, and Katy hung out. It was so much fun. I even learned how to sign "good night" Okay, I'm really running out of things to say....

~wonders~ (2)

Hhmmm...
Have you ever wondered..
Why we wonder?
:P